Memoirs of a Chocolate Banana Fanatic

A memoir of a Typical boy in a Typical quarter-life crisis living in a Typical world.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Allons Petite

Check out this album called "made in France" by Clementine. Bossa Nova, Beautiful voice, Enticing lyrics, and what can I say, WONDERFUL MUSIQUE!
I was looking for this album for a loooooong time! I managed to find it in Gramophone for $22.90! Not a good deal! So I went to MPH to try my luck and I bought it for $9.90 there!! What a magnificent difference!
I am now so in love with Clementine's beautiful relaxing voice. Who has a voice like hers? Can you be my Girlfriend??

Saturday, October 14, 2006

A Music to Remember

Cristofori's Dream by David Lanz

A music so soft and relaxing that I have been listening to it over and over again. Who is Cristofori? Is he refering to Bartolomeo Cristofori di Francesco, the piano inventor? What is his dream? Why does it sound so beautiful yet depressing?

What are our dreams? Could our dreams be interpreted into a music that's as soft, as beautiful as Cristofori's? Or is it so depressing that sometimes we have to wake up crying? Or is it too beautiful that sometimes we wake up, we wept because the dreams we had, are never going to happen in our real lives?

Will our dreams come true eventually? If we work so hard in life, are we able to turn our dreams into reality?

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Words from the Past.

I wonder if you're lonesome tonight
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me.
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies,
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there,
With emptiness all around.
And if you won't come back to me,
Then make them bring the curtain down.

A Letter for Someone I Love

I know you won't be looking at my blog, therefore I can say it here, what's really on my mind. I don't want you to feel bad or anything, when you tell me the truth.

I am putting on a mask, trying to smile and joke with you, even you said you wanted to give a second thought about this relationship. I don't want to force you to make the decision, because I don't want you to regret. BUT, actually, I am not that generous. I am so sad, because I knew I am going to lose you. I would do anything to win your heart, seriously. But I am afraid I will still lose you eventually. I am lying to myself whenever I think that you will choose me. How would you give up your love with someone you knew so long, over a guy whom you just know? Reality is always being cruel to me.

People can say I am a jerk. Well, I am a jerk! You can be honest and straightforward when you told me you have second thoughts about this relationship, but I can't be honest and straightforward to tell you that I love you and I will never let you go..